my boyfriend made a cool gravity bong today. also i walked home three miles from work and my legs hurt but feel energized by actual movement
what x-files episode should i watch?? i was thinking either the one where scully gets abducted by the guy and then the aliens that has a nick cave song in it, or the florida sideshow one
camping extravaganza up in the mountains between glenwood springs and breck on friday, it’ll be my 21st birthday/farewell party and i haven’t actually been beyond excited for something in a long while!!!
well it’s been four days since i called that psychiatric nurse (i even used the word ‘e m e r g e n c y’) and no sign whatsoever that she cares enough to even call back. what else is new
please explain to me why so many jobs require you to have your ‘own reliable transportation’
if i apply to any of these jobs will they not hire me when i say that i take the bus
what kind of fucking bullshit is this anyway, I’M APPLYING TO MINIMUM WAGE JOBS WHY DO I NEED TO OWN A CAR
it’s gemini season and another year of my life has passed, i’m balancing on the cusp of the next chapter and everything is happening at once, as it always seems to when the sun hovers in my sign. i can never tell if the stars are interfering, i’ve always been trying to figure out whether the cosmic twins played any sort of role in creating me, and i’ve almost concluded that they had to. the thought of a bipolar, borderline, transgender gemini is almost too hilarious and heartbreaking to bear. so much is going on, i’m always surprised that things happen during may and june, but that’s the way it’s always been. my youngest brother, my dad, and my mom’s dad all have the same birthday, six days after mine, and what does that mean? everything is changing, as it always is, but it stings a little bit more now.
i wonder how many people in enumclaw will even recognize me this summer; next gemini season they will pass right by me in our hometown starbucks, the one place where you can’t escape notice. i’m not invisible enough, the internet has made sure that at least a few are privy to my transformations, but the idea of hiding in plain sight makes me feel alive, reminds me of closing my eyes in my high school classes and telling myself to become a ghost so that i would just be left alone. enumclaw hurts like a bruise in the crook of my arm that never goes away, when the old hospital where i was born was destroyed two summers ago, it felt like being cut just a little bit more free. enumclaw never changes, really, i know exactly what the weather is and how every tree blooms during gemini season. i hope that i never am so stagnant.
Gemini (Birthday Song) - Why?
I want a verb and you give me a noun
What do you dream up while I tongue you down?
my period ended two days ago after a whole week and it just started again this morning, thanks a lot OBAMA
somebody from maple valley apparently spent like half an hour looking at my blog late last night and i’m really worried about it
turns out that coheed is absolutely the best soundtrack for reading a song of ice series. all weekend i’ve been sitting on my balcony, reading a game of thrones, and smoking bowls all day before i go out/while recovering from the night before